irritated..

*sigh.. is there something wrong with me?


these few days i felt very irritated. have u guys been ignored by someone out of a sudden, totally dont know what the hell is going on? tat really suck, n i felt really horrible.


theres this guy in my workplace.. hes quite a humorous guy, so he can get along with everyone well. we have been getting along well too, sometimes we also had conversations on the phone. (p/s we r not interested in one another.. gd friends)


but recently, i dont know why, hes not been talking to me. ever since a bbq tat was about 2 weeks ago at my workplace, he hit it off so well with another china lady, just because both of them was so crazy into drinking.. i mean its fine with that, but nowadays the both of them r behaving very intimately IN THE WORKPLACE, so everyone was like 'eh u c ah they 2 blah blah..'female is 30plus while the guy is only 20+ omg. (both their pics r being posted)


its ok about that.. but ever since they 2 became so close, he have changed. everyone said so too. the best thing is.. i dont know why he can still joke and talk with everyone, other than ME!! ARGH. WHY IS IT ONLY ME? seriously i dont get it la. i did try to joke around with him, but hes just not tat interested.

im not being jealous because hes not talking to me, i just dont know whats the reason behind it. i have the urge to ask, but im afraid it will even worsen the situation. n im really bothered about it.


anyone has any comments about it? -.-' does the fault lies in me? or i shouldnt even bother about this kind of guy?! me and my mum r working in the same place, even she can c the change. i hate tat feeling of being ignored.. argh.